Wednesday, September 3, 2008

should i be sorry?

I couldn't have been more sinister...
on the road, i kept questioning myself: "Have I gone too far?"
I felt uncomfortable about my behaviour today.
was that prejudice? Maybe...
was it over-sensitivity over some -maybe accidental, or unrealized-mistakes that person did/said? well, yea...but i was never like that to anyone else...i usually let a small thing pass (i am just giving myself excuses to be mean)...
was it impatience?hmmm...if so, what i did is not right.
irritated?
joining majority's sentiments?(a total majority- i should say- that i kinda got influenced)
was it b'coz people say that I am too nice?(and i am- today- overdoing otherwise)
if its b'coz of all the flimsy reasons i said and did what i said and did today- I really sux.
its not that i was ditched or anything.
i wasn't harmed.
(after all the ramblings..) actually, i don't think i overdid it- but if the person is touchy-feelly or a self-pity, it must have hurt.
i should probably stick to being myself - tolerate and just be fair.

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